In class today...

Today's class was kind of fun. When we first got in there our Professor checked the rest of everyone paper so she had us answer like fie questions about how we feel about the current project she assigned us to do. We had to type it up turn it in. After that everyone just kind of caught up on some work or just chilled because we had like a chill day today because she was still checking over their paper's the whole time. Then a little while past and she got finished and i forgot she handed our first project back and explained what the rubric meant and how everybody did on them. Then we was assigned for homework earlier in the week to read four stories which was "Little Red Cap", "Rumpelstiltskin", "Little Snow White", and my favorite story "Hansen and Gretel". We went over each in class and talked about some do's and dont's. Then we talked about some themes that be in fairy tales and why they put them in there. She asked everyone what story we like better and it ended up being " Little Snow White". So she had us pick something out the story and make a slogan for it. We got in groups of three and worked on it for the rest of the class period.

My weekend...

I didn't get to do much this weekend because i had to work basically this whole weekend. Thursday night I finish my work that i had to turn in for the next week. It was a chill day Thursday I did homework that whole day. Then i had to wake up for work at two in the morning. I was very mad because i was tired but i didn't have a choice but to go to work.Friday I don't have classes so i just slept all day because i didn't feel good. I was in bed all day.I had to deal with my pain because the dentist office was closed and my eye and m y teeth was hurting on the same size. I was crying and couldn't sleep barely but i took some pain medicine. I finally got up and went to Walmart to get some groceries i felt kind of better. I came back and chilled the rest of the night. I had to get up again and work from nine to one. It went by quick so i just went straight to sleep when i got off. Saturday came i just chilled and then i had to work again. I work this whole weekend, I could of had fun but I made some money. I will go out a different weekend because I can always have fun.

Class this week...

In class this week we went to the library to get our sources for our annotated bibliography. Since i wasn't here last week i didn't really know what was going on. I pick a regular topic that was broad instead of picking a specific text as far as a poem, story, magazine or movie. But I eventually change my topic and chose a movie. The fist movie I chose was Malcolm X and i couldn't figure out a good thesis statement. I knew what I was trying to say but It wouldn't come out for some reason. So my teacher recommended me i should change the movie and the second movie I chose was Love and Basketball. Everything worked out and i left class with a thesis statement. The second part of class we just went over our sources we will use in our paper and if we had any corrections we can fix them in turn it in along with the paper. Them we had to complete our intro paragraph and a outline of our paper and turn it in. We was told by our Professor after we she check our paper we were dismissed from class. It was a nice week, never heard of an Annotated Bibliography until this week in class so i learned something new.

My favorite Auntie...

I had a very nice weekend. I just had to get out because i had so much in my mine because my favorite auntie passed away last weekend and i was stunned. I didn't know what to do i just couldn't believe it. She was like my second mother because her and my mother was close twins who couldn't be separated from each other. I remember her coming over my house everyday all types of the day and night. She didn't care and my mother didn't either she will wake up out her her sleep for my auntie. I remember she always use to tell me how gorgeous i am, and how smaller i look each time she see me. I remember when she use to always ask me where i get my clothes from because we were the same size so she use to always ask me when are you going to let me where that Vaness. My response will be whenever auntie just let me know. Its not anymore of that because she in heaven now watching over me. I miss my auntie so much, i hope she comes to see me again because i would like to see her gorgeous face again I love you auntie REST IN PARADISE.

In class today...

I haven't been here all week so i really do not know what was expected to complete. But we was assigned a story and we discussed it in class today we talk about a story written by James Baldwin i don't really remember what its called, But it'sbasically talking about musicians doing drugs maybe to relieve what they are going through, to feel something, or maybe relax them. Then we was talking about this guy name Sunny who had to take care and look after his younger brother but he really didn't want to. Sunny felt like basically that wasn't his job to do, but he didn't have anyone else . He didn't realize how important it was. We also talk about how the image of this story was darkness, and basically it was their life and how they were struggling or living in sadness. It was very interesting today in class, it sounded like it was a good story. I wish i would have read but at least i knew some things that occurred in the story.

College Life...

College life is fun,adventuring,but important. You have to put priorities first before you try to have fun. Now and days college is expensive and its going up probably every  five years or probably less than that. College cost to much to be playing around, and not going to class. Its a waste of my time, your time. Why come to college if you are going to party all the time and not even attend to go to class, or go everyday late. Yes you should have fun in college because its suppose to be an enjoyable experience but priorities come first then partying and the other fun things. So far i love the college life and i just got here,but i have a feeling i will enjoy myself and get good grades as well. I play on it anyway, I came to college for a reason not to play around, not to party because i can do that at home, but i came to get a good education, fulfill my dreams and accomplish my goals, and be successful in life so i can take care of my family in the future.

More Thoughts....

I just want to be able to live my life. Its problems everywhere, everyone have problems but we just try to get through them because that's all you can do. The economy is messed up because its hard for young teenagers to get jobs now and days because all of the old people got them. They will give old people jobs now and days first before young people because they have children. But back to what i was talking about, life is s mess. This Preacher was telling us to get prepared to go to heaven basically and he kind of scared me because he said heaven is a prepared place for prepared people and i was questioning that. I said to myself so if you not prepared than you not going to go to heaven and he must was reading my mine because he answered and  a certain type i way. I cant remember but i knew automatically. He kept saying get ready and because tomorrow is not promise. That's what people don't understand,but i do. Its sad that we as people have to live like this,everyone against each other instead of trying to help one another. Life is something we all have to deal with and it sad but we have no choice, and sometimes i feel like i do not want to deal with it anymore, I know that's sad to say but its the truth because we living in a miserable place.

Thoughts...

I do not know what to think anymore,life is something that is so hard. I cant take life anymore. I don't understand why people so close to me have to get taken away. I know everyone have to pass someday but i cant take it. I feel like why did god create us in bring us in this world and then take us right back out. I feel like he wasted his time and definitely my time. I just don't know what to do anymore. My biggest fear is death and I'm very scared, and i don't know why. I just lost someone that was very close to me and I'm dealing with it because i don't have choice. But you know what I'm a strong young lady so I will be alright. I have dreams and goals and i hope god let me live fulfill my dreams, and accomplish my goals. I loo at life different since this happen to me because i know that tomorrow is not promise but now i really believe it and see how important it is to live my life to the fullest now. Life is a game to me, and the way i see it is you have to fight and stay in the game because if you lose you want be able to play again. You get one try so you have to think fast, and smart. These are my thoughts now and how i look at life, its crazy i know but its the truth and no one can change the way i view life now.